be the poem

February 14, 2009

I feel no good in writing poems.

Letters scramble and jump and dance

as the ink steals my thoughts in trance.

—–

if someone doesn’t know how to write sensible poems..

would that make him stupid?

RAWR !

if you can’t be a poet, be the poem x)) <—- borrowed from VIOLA

 

childhood pet.

January 31, 2009

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

i lost my password.

i clicked the link, Lost password?

Then, it asked me what my email address was..

Afterwards, it asked me who was my childhood pet.

i dont know!!!

-Spiderman?

-Underdog?

-Pink 5ive?

NO! It’s P. toinks!

 

*labo. hahaha!

future plans

December 26, 2008

okay. so currently i am seventeen years young, turning eighteen few days later.

and recently i somehow made up my mind on what would i do with the remaining years of my life.

 

- study Japanese  while studying Accountancy. HARHAR!

- study Accountancy and graduate as soon as possible

- pass the board exam (am not aiming to be a topnotcher, top15 may do)

- be an anonymous paperback writer and, at the same time, a shirt painter

- work for about 3-4 years and SAVE all of my money for my younger bro and my parents

       (wooops! wait, not all. i promised myself to buy a dog with my first salary. yun lang ang gagastusin ko.)

- WORK HARD. SAVE MONEY.

- WORK HARD. SAVE MONEY.

- WORK HARD. SAVE MONEY.

- have my hair straighten just for fun. nyaha!

- explore hinduism, buddhism, judaism and other religions

- become a Japanese high priestess. if the great unseen won’t allow me, i’d settle becoming a Catholic nun. okay. whatever. i really wanted to be a nun. don’t ask me why, i don’t know either. i just want to.

- DIE and become the sky or moon or clouds.

25th

It’s CHRISTmas; && what else?

 

Normal na araw lang din naman ito sa akin (maliban sa pagkain).

5 Things:

November 10, 2008

x  I have no direction in my life and I’ve never felt happier.

x I don’t really care about this Accounting shit. I wanted to be an artist…but I feel that I am not good enough to be one.

x i can’t remember life before depression.

x If I could find an opportunity to walk away from my current life, I am more likely to take it in a second.

x I am DOWN!